[ remember, that these are the moments. ]

oOoooOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo11.12.2005

Cause the love that you gave
that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive

And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it?

you know what i really love?

i love how still even now,

i keep finding out things about he who shall not...

things that i had always suspected,

but he had so vehemently denied.

things that i actually had given him the benefit of the doubt for.

i can't believe i actually believed you, or in you.

and i blame myself really.

that with each new day there is another opportunity for you to break my heart.

i can almost hear that last nail in the coffin.

i just wish it didn't have to go through my heart first to get there.

scribed; 11/12/2005 04:33:00 AM
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